This blog is helping me to discover more of who I am.
My ‘life’s-stepping-stones’ are becoming visible to me.
‘Things’ are ‘falling into place’ quickly, in my world.
I live my life differently, than most.
- Do you have childhood memories?
- Clear ones?
- Do you recall what your friends looked like?
- How their voice sounded?
- Were they in your class?
- What were the names of your teachers in grade school?
- What is your earliest memory?
- Do you remember where you sat, when eating meals at home?
- Was your childhood home carpeted, tiled, wood?
I do not have childhood memories, like most people do.
That has puzzled me for my entire adult life.
I can recall ‘some situations’, it is not a total blank, darn close though.
There was no trauma for me in growing up.
I had a great childhood. Better than most.
I simply have very few ‘physical’ memories.
My friends today, (these are not my childhood friends)
can reflect on events in their childhood.
It amazes and baffles me. How can they do that?
I feel I am beginning to understand ….
Beginning to realize…. more and more.
My heart has always spoken to me.
Even as a child.
I was a VERY sensitive child.
I could clearly feel the emotions of others.
What their heart was emitting, I was receiving.
As if they became part of me…. of my heart and everywhere inside me.
My heart is where I ‘feel’ most experiences from.
I DO have childhood memories!
They are ‘different’ than most.
Many of my memories are heartfelt, within me,
rather than people or things from the ‘outer world’.
The things of ‘physicalness’, evades me, for the most part.
I am discovering,
my heart is how I have always connected to others.
Yeah, maybe so!